when you hate everyone for leaving you in the end, but most of all yourself, for allowing yourself to be affected.
lyrics
it must be hard to be an urchin today
because I fell in the same old trap
that I've heard of a thousand times before
and with such a cruel effort to remain relevant
to hold their interest again, again, once again
and I don't like to!
repeat myself after the first time, in years I had something
something original, something original, something original,
something original, something original
if there's a brighter hell will I be there to say I told you so?
if there's a brighter hell will I be there to take you out?
so what's the point? all my friends don't relate to me anymore
and I'm getting older as well, and these dreams are dull too
so it goes: when one shoe is tighter than the other
my palm is colder than yours and god's season is laughing at me
at whatever I thought I had before; it's just not there
a cruel joke that I'll never learn, a cruel joke that I just can't learn
but I never learn, guess I'll never learn, just let me learn, but I'll never learn
no I'll never learn...
if there's a brighter hell will I be there to say I told you so?
if there's a brighter hell will I be there to show you the way out?
but I heard the same words and they never change
and I never learn until you've heard it before
but there's someone else waiting for me out there
if there's a brighter hell will I see you there?
credits
from Philistine Empathy EP,
released January 12, 2013
guitar, bass, drums, etc - Bryan Santizo