To remember all your used up
claims there'd be no change
it held no truth dragging on
but I suppose I knew

if I held you responsible
then it would collapse
so I carry weight of everything
you'd rather live without

you once told me
there's a permanent way
to escape sins
so why did you leave me with them?

I had hope
now I have proof
fell into a past
it wasn't enough for you

I had hope
now I have proof
have proof of this

swollen facismile
let it burn away
the higher ups couldn't tell me
the whereabouts

with two torn letters
directed to a secret place
between the souvenirs you left
I figured it out

so where did you go
to escape sin
there's a permanent way
so why did you leave me with this?

all my real friends are dead
most have gone to tell me;
to tell me the same thing.
most have gone, so tell me one thing
why did you jump just to leave me alone?
maybe I'm seeing sights just to see them
or maybe insights simply have to connect to something else.
but I'm not sure
so justtell me on thing
tell me, tell me about my friends who I'll never see, again
tell me a story about how dreams are never-ending, again
tell me about how, this wasn't in vain...

because you denied me
my last goodbye for you, again

Well I had hope
Now I have proof
they told me they found
found you hanging
hanging by your neck